positive thinking!

My dreams will come true. They just have to :)

I miss your face.

Its been a whole six days since I have seen the boy and last week I saw him once in 7 days. Thats like 13 days without him. Fair enough we have talked but, fuck I miss his face. I miss the kisses and the cuddles and the cheeky flirts at work. God damn it.

Random pub night...the beginning!

Ok. So I'm heading out on a spontaneous night to go to a pub...wish means probably a night out. But dresserd casual! Bored getting ready I took some photies ha! Such an idiot! ha! LOVE LOVE. Enjoy your Monday night! Monday night is student night woooo.....oh wait I'm not a student....ah well!! xxx

The Only Way is Essex...

Is it shameful to say that I am seriously enjoying this program?

The girls make me feel clever and the guys are beautiful. Bring on the next few weeks of fake tans, fake nails and fake bitch fights.

Goodbye my Sunday and Wednesday nights!

A lot of love for London.

On the 1st-3rd of this month, I went for a beautiful weekend away with my mother!

I treated her for her birthday as I know she wanted some quality time and a good old chat, oh and shopping of course! We did all the big shops, Harrods, Selfridges, Harvey Nicks and we shopped until we dropped. How lovely!

We visited the shoe galleries and they were just pure AMAZE.

Legally Blonde and Wicked were awesome!!! Front row seats...HELLO.

I also treated myself to the minx manicure by Nails Inc, (Pixie Lott got hers done the same as mine the next day, I was devo'ed to not have seen her!!!) They are amazing leopard print and should only last 3-5 days but mine have lasted a week! YUM.

Ah lots of champagne was drunk and lots of money was spent, but my god it was an amazing weekend! Here are some cheeky pics :)

LOVE LOVE girls!!

lost in translation.

Boy talk. Girl talk.

What does "in a perfect world maybe you would be the good one for me" mean?

My answer was: we don't live in a perfect world.

His answer: "exactly, you have your head screwed on"

WOW. I wish I talked boy.

Other than this weird occurance and this total confusion I am experiencing, I am absolutley knackered!! One day off was NOT enough. But off to London for the weekend with my mother!! Legally Blonde the Musical here I come!! :) Shopping, shopping, shopping. Cocktails. Food. YUM.

Hope you are all staying beautiful girlies!!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. One day I will get it. I'll be able to talk fluent boy. I will.

x

obligatory photobooth sesh after a hair cut...

I had my hair cut and coloured today- now the colour is slightly more blonde than I was first thinking, in fact, its so blonde its white/grey. Not too sure on it :/ I'm sure when I wash it myself it will be a totally different colour. Fingers crossed anyway. Also had some short choppy layers, and today I feel particularly fierce, so I decided I would try a Pixie Lott look as I love her :) Hope you are all having an amazing Tuesday :)

hitting a low.

After being sky high happy for the past few weeks, I've hit a low point today.

I ate loads of crap to make me feel better, which made me feel worse and all I really want is a hug. Work was long and it was hard and it was just generally crappy.

Can't see the guy tonight and he goes back to being a 50 minute drive away tomorrow instead of a half hour walk :( no word can describe how annoyed and upset I am at this, but we aren't together and well, I guess I'm getting too attached. And that also upsets me. Because he might be leaving soon. Blergh. SOB. :(

A glass of wine and a shitty romcom will have to make do right now.

I hate being down.

Thank God it doesn't happen that often.

Saturday Night.

Finally. AMAZING NIGHT. Drank far too much. I actually adore Lauren and Julia, they made the night incred. Here are a few cheeky piccies, courtesy of Julia, before I head to bed!

smile, because it really does make you feel better.

Work today was very long, and very hard. I have never worked so hard in my life! There were customers everywhere....on a Wednesday! But I couldn't have a bigger smile on my face.

BUT. My dilemma about what to wear is no more. I bought a dress. I bought an expensive dress. A dress that I am convincing myself is actually an investment. And at £100, it better be a good investment. Its electric blue and from Ted Baker. I'm not a huge Ted Baker fan as I think sometimes they are very overpriced, and however much I don't want to admit that yes, I did pay too much for that dress. It just looked so damn cute. And I decided that electric blue with my platinum blonde hair would look nice, and I wish I hadn't tried it now, as nothing compared to it after!

Long weekend this weekend, with a busy plan.

Friday- cinema with the guy. THE guy. Shouldn't be as excited as I am, but after going to the pub with friends and him (we work together, so we were on a works night as a few were leaving for uni...) and just having such a laugh, he makes me laugh so much, and a nice cosy up on the sofa in the pub, I couldn't have imagined a place I would have rather been. Well, we are going to see the Expendables, hell yes. Looks amaze.

Saturday- Night out with the work girls! No work Sunday, so getting well and truly battered is on the cards. Yes. I can't wait! We always dress up to go out and the cute dresses will be on, the insanly high heels will be killing our feet, the cocktails will be flowing and the laughs are guarenteed!

Sunday- seeing the best friend. Haven't seen her since we got back from Cro, and I miss her like mad.

Sounds like a beaut of a weekend! Hope your weekend is just as lovely as I'm hoping mine will be!!! :) BIG SMILES ON MY FACE!! all the time :D