After being sky high happy for the past few weeks, I've hit a low point today.
I ate loads of crap to make me feel better, which made me feel worse and all I really want is a hug. Work was long and it was hard and it was just generally crappy.
Can't see the guy tonight and he goes back to being a 50 minute drive away tomorrow instead of a half hour walk :( no word can describe how annoyed and upset I am at this, but we aren't together and well, I guess I'm getting too attached. And that also upsets me. Because he might be leaving soon. Blergh. SOB. :(
A glass of wine and a shitty romcom will have to make do right now.
I hate being down.
Thank God it doesn't happen that often.
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